Importance of the Leader in you..!

There is a running race..Everybody is set to run..there are hundreds of people gathered to cheer for the runners.

Running race begins, its marathon race. So everybody has to cross long distance..

jack is one of the runner who started running faster than any other in the race..in 30 minutes he could not see anyone running beside him so he becomes very happy to be the first and started running faster and faster...

after two hours he realised the endpoint still hasn't come..He don't have anyone to check since he ran out of the town and got into the jungle..so with no one to guide,

he further started to run, having hope that the end will be there..

After one more hour, he realised that's not the track he supposes to run..the race has finished by the time he reached the actual end point of the race.

The jack is none other than us, Who sometimes started running faster and faster in life's race without realising the goal for us..There is a difference between a leader and a manager..if we are doing something managing that can help us do that same thing better..But the leadership is something will question whether is it necessary to do that thing first of all?

We all have a leader in us..sometimes the leader simply taking orders from others who become leaders..Friends..relatives..parents..society..or our education...it just dictate us what needs to be done..Without questioning that we will keep doing the same thing till the end arrives.

Recently I happen to read a book called "7 habits of highly effective people" It talked about the reverse thinking of what people will talk in our funeral..and let me think..when I'm in my death bed what would be regret if i have any...Of course i won't be worried about the mail i missed to send to my super viser about the new code change in my program :P.. or the work that i haven't completed or the education i hadnt had...im sure,  If at all i regret, I would regret that i would have roamed more cities and did something adventurous life and loved more people..left any ego that i had etc etc...Doesn't mean what im working in an office is not useful.But its just a stepping stone for the larger goal what we should reach for ourself..what we believe in..what makes us more happy and contented..But involvement in the current job gives me more happiness and immediate satisfaction of accomplishing something...But i should remember this is momentary and i should always progress about the larger goal..which is personal life and happiness..learning music..enjoying the evening sun..just a rain..There are lots of things needs to be explored in this world.

It's our responsibility to think whats important for us and think constantly that whatever we are doing currently will it matter after 5 years? This will give us some idea what we should be moving on further..Freedom to do anything is more powerful than the luxury trapped life..Because the power of this life is we can evolve by our mind and try different things in our life..To do that we should not get trapped by much traps that we put in by ourself..Why am i writting all these things? this is kind of reminder to me to follow what i love...not to be trapped by the socity's game..But to play the game of socity without becoming a victim of future to regret...

Books are the very good source of thinking differently and making ourself to visit a new world without imagination..and perspective..currently im testing the skills i learned in real life..Learning is always beautiful isn't?

Find the leader in you..! :)

Mind Game | Purpose of Life | Weak days of my life

After a short trip to leh, I'm writing this..moreover writing something after long time..This is not how i feel after a brief trip...I feel completely not wanting to do anything at all..Just bunked office just by telling some stupid reason and writing this blog..Not sure if any of my office colleagues following this blog may be brings me trouble..but as usual i'm ready to take anything even if its getting fired..

Life gives us lots of moments to live..Its not limited to one possibility its multiple ways. you can get to choose your own destiny..really no one can bother you on the way of it..But why i'm being smashed with this much thoughts rolling in my mind not able to concentrate on anything and being depressed on nothing and not wanting to do anything?

Is it because i don't like to do anything? will this be solved if i give some time? or this is correct way of making some changes in life which i never faced? with all confusions rolling on..still thinking about that..

being depressed is one of the things which often happen to people like me who is introvert and not being with people all the time..but always enjoyed with own actions and doing different things in life..

ok coming to present time..Am i doing what i like to do? how long i can cheat myself saying with the answer yes? may be i have always having a idea of making me believe i love what i do agenda? or im afraid of losing the money which im making through this profession? What is it bothering me? or it is the emptiness of life which makes me go mad about this stage of life? Really have no idea about these things..

But things are not good certainly not sure what to do and how to bring back..

while tying this blog got a call from an unknown saying "i saw your big data videos on YouTube, Im seeing alliance for my sister and one of the guy mentioned he is working in bigdata so wanted to check whether bigdata has future?" How do i answer? Anything in the existence is not stable. anything may happen at anytime and you might lose anything..but as a human mind we always try to look for conformity...

What i'm afraid of ? am i afraid of taking firm decisions? or afraid of breaking the rules and the fake reputation i have created among relatives and friends by acting normal..

i guess both..I'm not what anyone thinks i'm..its difficult to explain since even i don't know who i am..may be i'm just a coward who don't do necessary actions to live by his heart..or a coward who just thinks and leaves.

may be it might changed a bit now...but this is the beginning...i need to lead this to a new beginning..

because in this unpredictable life we cant just be depressed..!!

I know i will be back from this chapter soon with much more energy..but just passing this time on..